Anxiety

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Suicidal thoughts

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Suicidal thoughts and the unspoken feelings that many of us carry inside of us when we are on the edge are what I speak about in my book, Escape. So many people around the world feel so alone and worthless with no way out. There is a way out. If only we dare to believe. Discover more and find out that you are not alone. Get my E-Book:

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Depression

Depression and the raw feelings that are often left unspoken are found in my book, Escape. I dare to speak about the true feelings that live in the mind of the depressed and the suicidal. I want to let people know that they are not alone. In Chapter 9 called Fly, I also show that there is indeed hope and we can rise above it all. Get your E-Book

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Why Go On?

Three Reasons To Live.

 

1) Because Things Change

2) Because There Is Help

3) Because There Is Hope.

 

Bringing the topic of suicide into the open can help a person with suicidal thoughts to consider other options.

Feeling alone, utterly worthless, with a crippling despair, many people have contemplated or attempted suicide. I am one of millions.

Things can change. Take it one day at a time. If things cannot change you can learn to change your outlook on the situation. Learning to accept things that you cannot change may help you to view things in a more positive light. This may help you to cope with the situation rather than to do something drastic to end it. The result is a feeling of control of what seemed uncontrollable.

There is help. By reaching out you can find your way out of the black abyss of depression. I did and you can too. Look for a good doctor that treats depression. Seek out people who care like family or friends who may have expressed concern for you. Suicidal thoughts often indicate the presence of depression. Depression can be treated. Find help by locating resources available to you like perhaps a suicide-prevention hotline or a hospital emergency room. The people there are trained to provide assistance.

There is hope. Some people feel utterly hopeless about life, alone, and worthless with no prospect for a better future. Is that how you feel?

REMEMBER THIS: Even if your emotions toss and turn like a boat on a stormy sea, hope can become like an anchor that keeps you stabilized.

You are not alone. I have battled and won and you can too.

Find hope and inspiration through my memoir.

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Do You Struggle With Depression?

Escape from the cage of depression and become free by finding hope with one of the most inspirational authors.

ESCAPE By Karen Phillips

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Did You Know?

You are not alone. 350 million people suffer world-wide with depression, anxiety, and suicidal thoughts.

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Escape By Karen Phillips

 

 

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Description

‘Escape’ is a true story that reveals how childhood sexual abuse and violence can lead to addictions, depression, and to the belief that suicide is our only escape. It shows how we can become empowered and find our way out of this vicious cycle. In this serious, yet entertaining and funny story, Karen tries running away from her haunting pain, only to find a seemingly endless amount of trouble to get into. Lost, feeling unworthy and alone, she speaks her innermost private thoughts through her prose, journals, and poems. Her feelings of fear, rage, and sadness start to breathe. Karen is the voice for all the ones who cannot speak as she clearly expresses her deepest emotions. Through her journey, we learn we are not alone and through her courage we find hope and inspiration.

 

About the Author

Karen Phillips wrote ‘Escape’ to empower others. It is a moving testament to the power that survivors of sexual abuse and violence can find within themselves to bring about the changes they seek in their own life. Using addictions to fight her depression, she finds herself feeling unworthy and alone with thoughts of suicide as her only escape. Serious, yet entertaining and funny, she takes you through Ecuador, Cuba, Mexico, and Canada. Karen has studied psychology in college and creative writing in university. Her poetry has been presented and acknowledged by Queen Elizabeth II. She is also an award-winning songwriter. Karen is now on the west coast of Canada and lives to compel others to survive as she brings them hope and inspiration.

 

 

 

 

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How to Cope with Post-traumatic Stress Disorder

How to Cope With Post-traumatic Stress Disorder

Post-traumatic stress disorder or PTSD is what I have. I used to think that only veterans had it after coming back from the horrors of war. I was wrong. PTSD was developed in my mind when I was being sexually abused, physically abused; when anger and violence were thrown onto me from childhood abuse. It was too much for my mind and body to carry. I want to help others to understand themselves so they can find their strength emotionally and mentally. Coping with Post-traumatic stress disorder or PTSD is a challenge for me but I do know that it is possible and that knowledge is power.

I felt alone, worthless, angry, and sad from the pain of living and suffering with this disorder. It is very hard to express and most people find it hard to understand. But it is very real. In a way it feels comforting to know that I am not alone. In one survey I found that 23% of American adolescents have been physically or sexually assaulted as well as witnesses of violence against others. Approximately 1 million U.S. teenagers are now suffering from PTSD. Can you imagine how many people around the world are actually suffering from this? I am not alone and neither are you.

This is a list of Post-traumatic Stress symptoms. I have many of these symptoms of PTSD.

 
• Flashbacks, feeling that the trauma is happening again
• Bad dreams/ nightmares
• Very startled by loud noises
• Becomes very startled by someone unexpectedly coming up to them from behind
• A feeling of being shaky/sweatiness
• Pounding heart or trouble breathing
• Feeling upset when reminded of the trauma from our senses – by something seen, heard, smelled, felt, or tasted
• Fear/anxiety – feeling of being in danger again
• Trouble controlling emotions because things that remind you of it give sudden anxiety, anger, rage, or the feeling of being upset
• Difficulty thinking clearly/ concentrating
• Difficulty falling asleep and or staying asleep
• Agitation and a constant state of being on the lookout for danger
• An emotional shutdown or emotional numbness
• Difficulty having loving feelings or feeling any strong emotion
• Feeling that surroundings are strange or unreal
• No interest in things that were enjoyable before
• Difficulty remembering important parts of what happened during the trauma
• A feeling of disconnection from the world around them and the things happening to them

 
You can develop PTSD when you are a survivor of some traumatic event that involves some type of actual or threatened PHYSICAL injury or assault. When we survived through a terrifying situation in which we could not control what was happening – it was only normal that our minds and bodies react with PTSD. We were terrorized and we survived.

 
Smoking a joint, doing a line of coke, along with other drugs, and getting drunk were some things I did to try to escape from my moments of terror…from the large silver blade of a knife gleaming in the night, to the helpless feeling when I was sexually abused, to being tortured in water when I couldn’t swim, to being beaten black and blue as I was hit and thrown about like a rag doll. But it didn’t matter how many drugs I did or how much I drank… I couldn’t seem to kill the thoughts that raved about, tormenting my mind.

 
Social isolation, uncontrolled anger, eating disorders, self-destructive behaviours, depression, and addictions can lead to causes of suicide. This can stem from the roots of Post-traumatic stress disorder – from the terror that lives inside our mind.

 
We can have hope because effective therapies for anxiety disorders do help. We need to reach out to a qualified therapist or a counsellor to receive the acceptance and acknowledgement of our past. I took a risk and found therapy along with expressive writing to be very helpful. I needed somebody to believe me, accept me, and acknowledge my pain. Do not give up. I want you to know that if you have Post-traumatic stress you are not alone because I am with you.

 

© 2013 Karen Phillips All Rights Reserved

Welcome to my Blog!

I am here to help you find hope, inspiration, and empowerment. I want you to know that you are not alone. It is my wish that you will find strength and comfort on my site.

My name is Karen and I love to share happy thoughts. I am also a realist and I share real thoughts that reach the deepest part of the heart.

I want you to know that you can escape from pain that can grow from child sexual abuse and branch off into depression, addictions, and suicide. By sharing my story of when and why I was suicidal, you will find you are not alone.

“Be Strong.”

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